I follow my heart and I try to believe in my passion. I go through the motions and attempt to make a name for myself a long the way. I find little ways to make myself happy. I tell myself that I’m doing something good. And then I find myself in a corner. The lights turn off, the shades are shut. The people talk, but I hear something completely different. “They want this”. I tell myself. They embrace my failures. The darkness sets them free. Before I know it, the bottles are empty and God isn’t real anymore. Someone cracks open the door and burns down the old one. This is what I wanted.


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